Losing my mind

Searching for someone
I couldn´t see
Waiting for someone
That isn´t me

Looking for the words
I couldn´t find
And i know you´ll
Never be mine...

I´m losing my mind
Standing with no trace
And nothing to hide...
I´m leaving my world again,
You´re the one for me
Only you didn´t see

I´m in the middle of the crowd
There´s no safe place to shout
I´m in a middle of a thing
I couldn´t go out

Now i know that all
the things that i said
was nothing for you
but i swer
You´re the best, the last
And i know that you will
never coming back to me again

I´m Losing my mind
Standing with no trace
And nothing to hide...
I´m leaving my world again,
You´re the one for me
And i know that,
Only you didn´t see

---moony, 16 de Maio de 2008---

This time

Tonight the sky above
Reminds me of you, love
Walking through wintertime
Where the stars all shine
The angel on the stairs
Will tell you I was there
Under the front porch light
On a mystery night

I've been sitting watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back ? Could I get you off my mind
This time

The neon lights in bars
And headlights from the cars
Have started a symphony
Inside of me
The things I left behind
Have melted in my mind
And now there's a purity
Inside of me

I've been sitting watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back ? Could I get you off my mind
This time

I've been sitting watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back ? Could I get you off my mind
This time

--- Jonathan Rhys Meyers ---

Love

“I have found almost everything ever written about love...to be true.
Shakespeare said,"Journeys end in lovers meeting. What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that...but I'm more than willing to believe Shakespeare had.
I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I'm constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives.It was Shakespeare who also said, "Love is blind." Now, that is something I know to be true.
For some, quite inexplicably... Iove fades. For others...Iove is simply lost. But then, of course, love can also be found.Even if just for the night. And then there's another kind of love. The cruelest kind.The one that almost kills its victims. It's called unrequited love.Of that, I am an expert. Most love stories are about peoplewho fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories? Those of us who fall in love alone.
We are the victims of the one-sided affair.We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones. The walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space. Yes, you are looking at one such individual. And I have willingly loved...that man for over three miserable years. The absolute worst years of my life. The worst Christmases, the worst birt.hdays. New Year's Eves brought inby tears and Valium. These years I've been in love have been the darkest days of my life...all because I'm cursed by being in love with a man who does not...and will not love me back.
Oh, God, just the sight of him.
Heart. pounding, throat thickening, absolutely can't swallow. All the usual symptoms.”

--- the holliday ---

So close

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

--- Jon Mclaughlin---